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Just curious as it's "all the rage" now. I tested positive mid-November, felt like crap but bounced back a week later. I even got a negative test result by the end of November. I thought that was the end of the story.
My wife (36yo, super healthy, no asthma or any other issues) gets it about 4 days after I came down with it. Same thing at first, started coming up after about 7-10 days then she's hit with the infamous inflammation in the chest. She has barely been able to get around, talk much, drive, work or do much of anything all month. I just got back from taking her to another doctor's appt where they continued trying to figure out what to give her for the symptoms. She just came off prednisone (which is a terrible medication) and she's on a new cocktail that will hopefully not be as destructive as what she was on.
I will try to keep this light and to form for a motorcycle forum but this has had quite a profound effect on the two of us. We're both spiritual people (once again, not trying to open a can of worms here... please) and we certainly don't view suffering as some sort of way karma has of getting us back for past wrongs. I can say that neither of us are feeling slighted or "let down" by any higher power but this has given us time to reflect and contemplate on life and meaning. Death is something we all deal with in our lives, and it's something we will all deal with on a personal level. As 2020 comes to a close I have been finding solace in DT Suzuki's teachings on the "nothing-ness" and falling away of false selves that leaves us with our true selves.
I can only imagine that after this year there are a lot of people who have experienced a falling away of false selves and many of us have lost individuals we didn't think we could lose. I can speak for myself that this has been a year of shaking. I was not alive in 1968 but many of the people I know who were have said 2020 was worse. Now, that depends on who you are/were in '68 or '20, but I think the two are valid comparisons. Whether we are talking about the state of race relations, the changing of political power, unheard voices, freedom of the press, biased media, oh and the PANDEMIC... there are plenty of opportunities to take something useful into 2021.
Maybe a little peace, love and understanding? Or are we beyond that now? Some are, perhaps. Some have gotten too fearful for these ideas to be lived out. But what exactly are we afraid of? Losing our true selves or holding onto the false ones?
My wife (36yo, super healthy, no asthma or any other issues) gets it about 4 days after I came down with it. Same thing at first, started coming up after about 7-10 days then she's hit with the infamous inflammation in the chest. She has barely been able to get around, talk much, drive, work or do much of anything all month. I just got back from taking her to another doctor's appt where they continued trying to figure out what to give her for the symptoms. She just came off prednisone (which is a terrible medication) and she's on a new cocktail that will hopefully not be as destructive as what she was on.
I will try to keep this light and to form for a motorcycle forum but this has had quite a profound effect on the two of us. We're both spiritual people (once again, not trying to open a can of worms here... please) and we certainly don't view suffering as some sort of way karma has of getting us back for past wrongs. I can say that neither of us are feeling slighted or "let down" by any higher power but this has given us time to reflect and contemplate on life and meaning. Death is something we all deal with in our lives, and it's something we will all deal with on a personal level. As 2020 comes to a close I have been finding solace in DT Suzuki's teachings on the "nothing-ness" and falling away of false selves that leaves us with our true selves.
I can only imagine that after this year there are a lot of people who have experienced a falling away of false selves and many of us have lost individuals we didn't think we could lose. I can speak for myself that this has been a year of shaking. I was not alive in 1968 but many of the people I know who were have said 2020 was worse. Now, that depends on who you are/were in '68 or '20, but I think the two are valid comparisons. Whether we are talking about the state of race relations, the changing of political power, unheard voices, freedom of the press, biased media, oh and the PANDEMIC... there are plenty of opportunities to take something useful into 2021.
Maybe a little peace, love and understanding? Or are we beyond that now? Some are, perhaps. Some have gotten too fearful for these ideas to be lived out. But what exactly are we afraid of? Losing our true selves or holding onto the false ones?